Internal Dialogue

I’m changing things up on the site and this is going to be my “journal” page. Everything I write is in the form of an “internal dialogue”, talking to myself, thinking out loud, taking notes and adding dates for my memory(which is really, really bad). It is a form of therapy for my – self. I am just “anonymously” writing down my thoughts and putting them out there. No one knows who I am and I like it that way. I am pretty much a loner, not a big fan of people, love dogs. I have 5 T-shirts(ordering more) “Dogs, because people suck” LOL (no, really) I am old, been stuck on a destructive, useless, purposeless path most of my life, I need to make changes, I keep telling myself that – for years, but I do the same old, same old over and over and over, time to do something even if it is wrong. (not legally LOL). I am running out of time chronologically. Just a crazy old man with no other outlet. Who knows, some one may “magically” stumble on this and be the puzzle piece we both need – a symbiosis, and a thousand people might see it and invent new names to describe how stupid they think I am. LOL. Negative feedback is better than no feedback. I welcome it. truthseekeronline57@gmail.com